Its been ages since i slept n gt up so early in the morning. I can't believe I slept by 1.15am and got up by 5.30am!!!! Yes, there wasn't an alarm involved!!!! I am so proud of myself although the reason i slept early was due to a splitting headache and a really horrible mood and depressing state of mind.
Somehow I am guessing that this is just one of those unusual moments, nothing that might turn into a habit.
I miss spending time with some very important people in my life. I am wondering when everything is going set a constructive environment for me. As much as I would say that I have gained alot in life, I would also say that I have lost alot. Sometimes, I feel I have lost some really important things and people all because of my adamant nature towards my choice of career and also my perseverance or maybe it is all just too early to be judged.
Can you imagine the state of mind of a person who got up early, yet seems so confused and depressed? I am just so afraid to think of how the rest of the day is about to pass by. I would still say that I am waiting in 'anticipation'!!!
Somehow I am guessing that this is just one of those unusual moments, nothing that might turn into a habit.
I miss spending time with some very important people in my life. I am wondering when everything is going set a constructive environment for me. As much as I would say that I have gained alot in life, I would also say that I have lost alot. Sometimes, I feel I have lost some really important things and people all because of my adamant nature towards my choice of career and also my perseverance or maybe it is all just too early to be judged.
Can you imagine the state of mind of a person who got up early, yet seems so confused and depressed? I am just so afraid to think of how the rest of the day is about to pass by. I would still say that I am waiting in 'anticipation'!!!
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