Mixed yet matching & still growing

So mixed are the fruits in the bowl of salad,
so finely cut and mixed are those fruits,
separate them you just cannot at all,
just take a scoop and taste them all.

So mixed the taste of those finely cut fruits,
so sweet, sour, bitter and weird,
all the taste so mixed and at once,
just take a moment and feel them all.

So mixed is the feeling of that weird taste,
so different and same just alike,
as if it cannot be the same again,
just take your life to explain them all.

                                                  0226
                                        -24/12/2011-

Inseperable

Your tears sting me so hard,
I wish I could wipe it all dry,
letting it burn my hands away,
just so that you cry not, never.

Let your feelings dance away,
as joy shall replace the despair,
the sky of emotions can rain,
yet, only your smile saves me.

                                         0207
                                 -26/09/2011-

In a Confined Place

There she stood at the corner,
eying the entire space spread out,
so huge and so wide in front of her,
the crying sea of dancing despair.

Her heart bolted towards the door,
yet her brain urged her to stay still,
for her heart wanted to rule the world,
and her brain just wanted her to feel.

The brain that usually only sang sense,
was now begging her to feel,
to absorb all the emotions in,
everything that was laying out there.

There she stood at the corner,
eying the entire space spread out,
so huge and so wide in front of her,
the crying sea of dancing despair.

She was not heading to the door,
for this was all so new to her,
this feeling that stood outside,
peeking into her swinging soul.

                                            0220
                                      -04/09/2011-

from the lips of Jorge Luis Borges

some interesting quotes which captured my heart, from Jorge Luis Borges:

~Democracy is an abuse of statistics. 

~Life itself is a quotation.

 

~Nothing is built on stone; all is built on sand, but we must build as if the sand were stone.

 ~Poetry remembers that it was an oral art before it was a written art.

 ~Writing is nothing more than a guided dream.

Even Past can be the Present

The wings of butterflies fluttered,
just like her eyes battered,
as tunes hummed itself,
vibrating the vocal cords.

Synthetic lens altered its colour weird,
yet difference in iris bothered me not,
for the language of her pupils,
spoke but only truth in innocence.

As the tunes hummed itself,
vibrating the vocal cords,
letting the flow of chemicals,
rush through and control.

For the language of her pupils,
spoke but only truth in innocence,
it lingered like mist though time,
in each and every vessel of mine.

For those were the days,
all the questions unanswered,
all the confessions unreciprocated,
all the love unrequited.

                                   0842

                            -20/07/2011-

Just a small lesson learnt

Just an observation: When you feel like you have lost all hopes in life, just pause and look around for a moment, you will see similarities in the daily lives of others around you facing dilemmas almost like yours(not necessarily the same field or the same magnitude but at least symbolically). You will realize that the answers you are looking for and the hope you need is in the very environment of yours. Life is always teaching us, it only depends on our interest and capability to learn, accept and apply the knowledge projected. The people who fail to see the special guidance around tend to end up unhappy..... Oh, another thing, it only works for those who are mostly interested in their lives and not too hung up about things around them and that is why they need to pause and look around...If you are always looking around, you will never see it....take care people!!!do feel free to drop in any sort of comments!thank you!

Somethings about hatred

In time we hate that which we often fear.
William Shakespeare


I say what I want to say and do what I want to do. There's no in between. People will either love you for it or hate you for it.
Eminem

Those whom we can love, we can hate; to others we are indifferent.
Henry David Thoreau

You don't hate history, you hate the way it was taught to you in high school.
Stephen Ambrose  

Sun, no sand and beach....ouch!!

The Beautiful Mornings

It is not the rising Sun or the accompanying dance of rays that make a beautiful morning but the fact that nobody knows what will be the events of the entire day till the Sun sets.

We all make plans, some plan their days one week ahead, some of them have it all in their organizers and PDAs, others might just have it mentally prepared the night before. Yet, every morning all we do is hope that our plans go through. This is the very evidence that none of us have any idea of the surprises awaiting us.

Hope our days teach us more about life allowing us to live for a meaning where we all learn and make our lives more meaningful before death takes over. Have a wonderful day!

Eggless Steamed Apple Cake

For the past one week I have been planning to do steamed cake as I am only used to baking cakes usually. The only problem was finding a suitable recipe. I wanted it to be eggless, I needed it to have simple ingredients in order to be able to get it all in one place and most of all, it had to be tasty. After thorough search, I did manage to get a very simple recipe but it contained egg. So, I took the liberty to modify the ingredients and made it eggless. I must say, it turned out well textured and tasty!

Skinning and dicing the apples took some time

The batter

The cake after its done-cut into 4 triangles for decoration purposes

Tasted as yummy as it looks!

Mine was made in my Panasonic SR-MM18N 10-Cup Advanced Fuzzy Logic Rice Cooker which comes with a steam function. It only took 1 hour to cook instead of the 1.5 hours suggested by the original recipe.

The original recipes are from:

http://desarapen.blogspot.com/2008/10/steamed-apple-pudding.html

http://www.bangaloresrestaurants.com/2010/09/steamed-apple-cake.html

*If any of you are interested in the recipe, just post a comment here and I will update it. Now, I am going to enjoy the cake!!!

this and that

Life always seems to throw around a bit of 'this and that(s)' at you. Just like cooking.

 

Some oil (making our steps slippery), a pinch of salt (awaking our senses), a pound of tamarind (the sourness of reality), a dash of pepper (spice of life-the dramas around), some honey (sweet stuff) and champagne (intoxication).....The balance of life takes care of itself (just how the all the ingredients blend in, resulting in great taste), we are just too busy feeding our emotional needs and attention that we fail to realize it!

Steamed soft tofu

Steamed soft tofu (vegetarian)

steamed soft tofu

I made steamed soft tofu(sometimes known as Japanese tofu ). I realised that you can make tasty and affordable food (healthy too!!)within few minutes.

Serves: 2-3 people

Best served with rice or can be taken as it is.

Time taken for this dish:
steaming time             : 10mins
seasoning preparation : 3mins

Cost of preparation: ± RM 1/=

-if anyone is interested in the recipe, just comment in this blog, i will update it for you!

Its Raining for Her

In tears she swam,
in the pool of tears she swam.
The clouds moving above her head,
vision of rain clouding her eyes,
it rained so much for her,
but only she got wet,
not because she had no umbrella
for she had one right then.
Yet, only she got wet,
in the rain of her own tears,
forming the pool she swam in.

Can a man drown in tears?
Her question was irrelevant,
for she still struggled to swim,
not thinking of drowning.
Even huge waves of oceans
cannot swallow her up,
for she puts up a struggle.

In tears she swam,
in the pool of tears she swam.
The clouds moving above her head,
vision of rain clouding her eyes,
it rained so much for her,
but only she got wet
and she did not mind,
for that liquid lifted her spirits.
                                  1552
                         -30/05/2011-

Dreams...

'Chase your dream', people say.
Some people take that so seriously that they make so much sacrifices in life to chase their dreams or achieve their goals. Sometimes, in this long and tedious process, they tend to hurt people around, lose some really good friends, and leave out the essence in life. There are moments when they actually sit down and think if it is all going to be worth it. After a little pondering, most of these people just get back in tract to reach their specific destination in time. Finally, after all the goats have been slaughtered and poured sweat has all evaporated, they reach their respective aims. The only problem is, all the happiness they left behind with their friends and families that they termed as sacrifices was not waiting at the end of their journey because when everyone else was heading the same way towards reality, they chose to travel alone in another path chasing their dreams...

We may include anybody and everybody in our dreams, BUT the ULTIMATE TRUTH is: We dream alone...

some weird moments

I realised that some moments are just weird for everyone no matter how socially evolved people have become. One of those moments are:
Getting into a lift (elevator)-getting into a lift or any narrow space with strangers is an awkward thing for almost all of us. It just gets weirder if the lift is full or there is someone extremely close to the dials that we cannot hit the button we want.

It just makes me wonder. Are we all basically repulsive of other humans? If not, why is this situation always weird?

some nice words

1. A person can and will be successful with or without formal education if they have the 5 Cs: Character, Commitment, Conviction, Courtesy, Courage. ~anonymous

2. Live simply. Love generously. Care deeply. Speak kindly. Leave the rest to God. ~anonymous

3.The Special Olympics oath is “Let me win. But if I cannot win, let me be brave in the attempt.” 

4.  I'll give you my opinion of the human race in a nutshell...their heart's in the right place, but their head is a thoroughly inefficient organ. ~W. Somerset Maugham (1874-1965)
 
5. He who is too busy doing good finds no time to be good.  ~Rabindranath Tagore

post-exam....3 simple choices

When you are finished with an exam paper, you can do either of these:
1. Discuss the answers with colleagues or lecturers and rejoice or grieve your answers
2. Don't bother much as it is over and done with for nothing can change now
3. Celebrate like as if there will be no more exams at all although there is another paper he very next day.

What do you think is my choice??!!!Life is short....thank God for that.

Deceived

Oh my men, seeming so dull,
let smooth rhythm be your lull,
for life is not for you to mull,
for still you will end up a gull.
                              0320
                       -13/04/2011

Religion

From the time I was born, I was taught about Hinduism. I remembered being in a Christian kindergarten in my younger days. Then, I went to a school where more than 70% were Muslims. When I was in high school, I took the trouble to learn the basics of Paganism, Buddhism, Taoism and Confucianism due to curiosity. Finally, when I went to college, I was introduced to Baha'i faith.

This article is not to tell you which religion is better or worse. From the little knowledge I have about the religions I have listed above, I can only draw the following conclusions:
1) All religions teach good things
2) All those religions teach us that there is nothing more valuable than lives (of human and also all other lives).
3) They all insist on respecting all humans equally
4) Environment is something we all have to take care of
5) We should live as simply as possible

The above lines are not the only similarities between most religions but those are the ones that taught me that our faiths and believes may vary to a great length but the fundamentals are all the same. So, why can't all of us just savor these similarities and not make religion an issue? I am not going to point fingers at specific people because this attitude of fanaticism exists in people from all the religions.

We tend to forget that when there is a mass disaster, people get hurt and die regardless of religion and race. So, when life and death is not fanatic about choosing sides, why are we doing it???

Business, Friends, Family & Pleasure

Lesson learned: Do NOT EVER mix business with FRIENDS, FAMILY & pleasure.

The statement above may seem to be a little varied from the usual, but I totally believe its true. When you are doing some business (includes profession and/or education) a line must be drawn to separate it from family and friends (maybe this includes pleasure too).


Things can get horrible if we fail to separate these. Making a mistake of mixing them up can turn out horrible. Tremendous stress will befall upon us leading to health issues and lack of peace. As a matter of fact, we might end up losing either one. Losing the business would not turn out as bad as losing family and friends for they are irreplaceable. So, let us all keep in mind the consequences before taking any drastic measures that we might regret!

Problems solved?!!!

Contaminated water? Just install water filters. You can get a wide range of choices within your budget according to the concept of filtering, capacity, capability of filtering according to particle size as well as simple to elaborate designs.

Hazy outdoors? You can always choose to do activities indoors or wear masks according to the severity of the pollution.

Aforementioned are the few brilliant ways we have figured out to overcome our daily problems.
There is only one problem with most of our solutions, we are so short-sighted and selfish!!
What is the point of fixing anything if its all going to go back to the environment which will eventually kill us anyways. Maybe its time that we figured out how to cleanse the entire world instead of busy spending money building tall buildings for popularity, tourism and political reasons.

Small things

learning to enjoy small things in life are one of the hardest things to do....

blazing...

Why can't it be just normal weather like it used to be?
It is unbearably hot these few days, I think I could faint if I stay outdoors for long....the Sun refuses to set till at least 7.30pm!!!can u believe that?

This picture was captured today at 7.40pm using a 2mp camera

Do take notice of the picture. It portrays the beautiful sky at an industrial area after a really long and extremely hot day.

After a storm...

STORM

Nature is a teacher...

 After a storm there is this calmness always. It can be so silent suddenly. Beautiful skies and rainbows tend to appear giving this positive shade to life, painting a picture so soothing, it can lull an insomniac to sleep. Many see this effects and feel that its nature's way of saying that the worst is over, so look ahead for good days!

Rainbow and calm waters after the storm

The uniquely coloured sky-an after storm special

 Yet, there is another side to the story.....
 

"Oh, no! please don't hit me.. Please don't. I know the power of Yours is too much for me to withstand,yet, I shall not give up. Here I stand, fighting so hard. Oh, God, please take me in peace for I wish not to be source of destruction for I can feel my grip upon Mother Earth shaking. I know I will b blown down soon.

Thank you, for I shall depart."

That is the voice of the tree that got uprooted during the storm. It weeped so silently for it had served for years protecting mankind.
Now, imagine, after the storm, all you see is the post-storm destruction, uprooted trees, fallen buildings and cracked roads. That is the storm. It is ugly for some. 

We are always so busy looking at the skies, we forget to look around us sometimes. The scar the storm can leave lasts longer than the soothing, silent calmness described earlier. Yes, its true than good days are ahead but the pain of the bad ones will not vanish into thin air instantly...

Drop...drop....drop.....

Drop...drop....drop.....amazing pic...

Not Long

With crippling thoughts she cried,
for tear dries before it drops.
With piercing pain he bled,
for blood drops before it dries.

Thoughts lasts enough till the mind sleeps,
Pain lasts enough till the brain sleeps.

For slumber is the solution for all,
she cried that he bled
and he bled that she cried,
all before the end, sleep.
                            0503
                       -3/04/2011-

Let Go

Can't this gripping hands let go?
for its grip is too hard, its hurting,
my hand is turning blue so pale,
oh, please let go, gripping hands.

Now, my hand is beyond gone,
I can't save it ever, dead tissue,
the pain hasn't died though,
maybe I should leave my hand.

Why should my hands be gone?
for no mistakes I have made?
Why should my eyes tear?
for no ties actually I bear?
                              2227
                       -2/04/2011-

Smoke....

Smoke....This article is not about smoke from fire...It is about cigarettes.
Right now, I can see about 50% of the people surrounding me are smokers. No, I am not in a pub or bar. I am in a restaurant. A normal family restaurant where people of all walks of life have their meals.
This very situation made me think. If there is something nobody can eradicate in this world, I strongly think it is this habit of smoking. The sad thing I figured out today is that nobody seems to take the effort to kill this habit that is literally killing mankind on the whole in the long run.

Let me paint a picture for you. Our earth is already suffering or rather choking on the smoke originating from industrial activities, open burning and vehicles. Can you imagine the added pressure the smokers put on mother earth?
Out of concern, I tried talking about this to a few smokers I know personally. I thought these people were not aware of the consequences of their self-absorbent, inconsiderate activity. However, apparently, all these smokers happen to realise that they are contributing to air pollution. They also further explained that the few of them stopping this habit will not make a change in the pollution index. I totally agree with this statement of theirs.
This habit is not only contributing greatly to pollution and thinning of ozone layer, it also is increasing cancer risks among mankind (this includes smokers, passive smokers and their descendants). Generations below them are going to suffer health complications because of this lot of them who have succumbed to the addiction of nicotine.

I strongly believe its not wrong entirely to be addicted to something as long as your personal addiction does not affect others. In this case, smoking is affecting the entire world together with its inhabitants.

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE ERADICATE SMOKING IN THIS WORLD???

Tissue Paper,Sponge & Parasites

Just few days back, I saw a man using tissue paper to wipe off some spilled coffee on the restaurant table. Ever since, I have been wondering who invented tissue papers (or some people call it wipes or napkins but its all for the same purpose) which is are effective in absorbing liquid just like sponges.
Now, you might be wondering why I had to think so much about a piece of tissue paper but I think it taught me a good lesson.

Have any of you heard of human sponges?Now, let me explain the meaning of it....It simply means: humans who act like sponges or I prefer to say it as tissue paper.

The rule of good & evil applies here too. There are the 'tissues' who wipe off the tears,pain and sufferings in this world and then there are also tissues (in this case, allow me to use the word sponges or parasites) who absorb as much as possible from others (in other words : 'suck them dry').
I know that there is alot of bitterness in the lines above and I can't help it! Truth hurts right?

I only have one question though: How do these evil human sponges sleep at night? (oh, now I realised, I do know a few of them personally who do not get to sleep peacefully)

Well, do let me know if any of you can understand these creatures. I have considered 'survival' as an excuse for their actions but it just doesn't measure up. Hope these people (I still prefer the term 'parasites' or 'evil human sponges') understand the law of Karma or Newton's 3rd Law of Physics!

'Every Action Has an Equal Reaction in the Opposite Direction'

365 days...

When we all stop and thin about it, there are somethings we do every single day of our lives...365.25 days per year!
The best part is, it happens to be the same activity all of us do every single day....Basic things like: Breathe, Eat, Drink, Sleep, Micturate and  Defecate.
Oh, I know! You seem to think reading this seem pointless. But please do read further, I promise you that i have a valid point here.

From the lines above, I deduced that we are all the same. All of us, homo sapiens are the same. We were all born into this world the same way, in the same process and will all die someday in future. All of us have to agree that death is definite for everyone and it is also the only thing that is guaranteed from the second we start breathing. However, along the way, we lose this thought somehow. We have classified ourselves into races, religions, nationalities, social classes, politics, and alot of things that are so insignificant.
Let us all just take a single moment to think. I am not trying to say that we should be fair in everything and treat everyone equally for I think sometimes such statements are mere impossibilities in this realistic world. Yet, if we do take a moment to ponder on this very fact, we would realise that nobody is any less or any more than another person and this might make a difference in making us better people.
Maybe this would be a start where we try not to classify people and cluster them according to anything at all. After all, we all do the same activities every single day of our lives. What more do we need to bond us all together?

weird balance

Weird how the world is at such a wonderful balance.....
the people closest to us, the ones we r most vulnerable to, the one who care about us the most, somehow, they r the ones who end up hurting us the most... see how it all works, you keep a distance with people, you never get to know them well enough, you are too close, you know them too much.

Perspectives....

I looked out of the balcony....
Moving from a higher floor of my apartment to a lower floor, it made me feel like I have lost a good view of the city. However, when i looked out onto the street, I realised that looking at the same view from a different level (in this case a lower level) changes our perspective of the place....So, it all depends on where we stand and how we choose to look. I know that its the same street but somehow the street was not too obvious fr the overall scenery used to mask its appearance. Although from a higher place, we get a bigger picture, we miss out on details...
I guess, that is how life is...That is the reason, people of higher levels, don't see eye-to-eye with us from the common grounds. They see a bigger picture that v can only imagine but, we live and make up the details of the picture. In this case, I am referring to politicians and administrators of various institutions and also companies. Far too often there are huge decisions made by these people of higher levels with the intention of making things better for majority. However, it is also often that we see these decisions of theirs fail miserably, affecting the lives of common people whose pain is unheard most of the time.

I guess, the only way to solve this problem is to educate children from young. We got to tell them to learn how to see things from different perspectives, including a lower one..As in future, this small thing can help change the world....

Monday-New...

Oh, its such a wonderful feeling to wake up on a monday yet feeling so good that I have finally moved out....My new room feels good...Anything new is always good, at least at the beginning. I didn't have to look at gruesome ugly faces as soon as i opened my eyes. Instead, I woke up today looking at the face of hope....
Life is nothing without hope...

moooooooo-ving.......

oh,yes......moving is sooooooo exhausting!!!!i really need some good sleep before some good blogging!

No....

No...oh,no!its not about nitric oxide!

Check out this site: http://users.elite.net/runner/jennifers/no.htm

It is all about saying, 'no' to a question and accepting 'no' as an answer.

I had a lot of problems learning to say 'no' as I was use to replying people's requests affirmatively. However, along the way, I realised that not denying anyone a favor or anything as a matter of fact, was very troubling indeed. Hence, I started to include that word in my vocabulary. I would like to point out that, my change did not make everyone happy, but eventually, it helped me a lot. However, I still feel there are many people who just cannot accept 'no' for an answer. Why do they bother to ask a question if they can't accept any answer? It is merely because they are not actually giving a choice in their question, instead imposing their idea onto others or just simply giving no choice at all.
I have felt the effect of being choice-less before and trust me friends, it is not a good feeling.
However, for all those out there who are not used to saying 'no', it is never too late to start.
Have a nice day!

Browsing before buying...

I would like to share something I observed in the hypermarket the other day. There are many kinds of consumers but here I would like to discuss about 3 kinds: 1) Choosy,  2) Cincai (http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=cincai ) , and ; 3) Loyal

The explanation for the types listed:

1) Choosy type- they make a point to thoroughly look through all the different kinds of brands of a product of interest, compare them in every single aspect possible: size, contents, weight, price, packaging, date of manufacture, expiry date, country of production, ext., etc.

2) Cincai type- those who seem to be either randomly picking and tossing things into the shopping cart or performing similar act with the help of a scribbled form of shopping list.

3) Loyal type- these are the people who make promoters feel useless. This is because, loyal consumers never think twice before buying the exact product they are familiar with. These group of people never think of changing their current choice for any reason.


After figuring out this, I spent some time to analyze which category I fell into and I realised that I somehow fall into category 1, Choosy type. Although I am only a mild version, I still feel the effects of it. I take a long time to choose a product, especially if the durability is of a longer period and more costly things.
Let me tell you the benefits of being choosy and performing surveys of all kinds before purchasing anything:
i.   Satisfaction after buying the product. We tend to be happy that we have found and gotten the best of its kind.
ii.  A sense of achievement. It feels good that after all the work, we have gotten a good deal and that we are capable of choosing (basically a boost of ego).

The downside to this attitude is, that we might get too obsessed and loose direction and eventually end up wasting too much time and energy till we might be too tired even before getting the product.

However, e-shopping is a good choice for most products as it lets us be choosy and yet saves time and energy compared to window shopping physically!

So,now, you can be choosy all you want, thanks to the worldwide web!!!

Yesterday's leftovers

Usually, people tell you not to procrastinate. However, I realised that procrastination is just like leftovers from the day before. If we don't get to finish the food, we leave it in the fridge and heat it up the next day to finish it up and also fill our stomach at the same time. Despite it being a useful act, the nutritional value of the food tends to be reduced a good deal. Just like that, doing a work later reduces the quality of the outcome in most cases besides the time factor. At the end, its better late than never. Because when the job is not done at all, it is like wasted food.

Hungry..

I am so hungry. All my energy had been completely drained out fr the past 3 days. I have been sleeping for an average of 3hours daily, facing alot of stress from all kinds of ways. Finally, on thursday morning at 2am, i settled most of the things. But still, I never gt the chance to catch up with my sleep till 3.45pm...Sleeping at 3.45pm, despite all the numerous phone calls and disturbances, I managed to sleep till 11.30pm...Basically, I missed dinner and am just so hungry, I could eat my pillow up. I am going to go n grab something to eat...

When the Sun started to sink...

Today, I only found peace as the almighty Sun started to sink.....

Many of us would have experienced this before: the comfort of the approaching darkness. As the blanket of night unfolds upon the day, somehow our worries seem to lessen in mass.....just like a shrinking tumor.....

The relief we get is so warm that we can make it through even the coldest nights...This feeling is not because of the day ending but its because there is a new day that awaits us and greets us with a smiling bright ray of Sunlight accompanied with hope of something better on the very next day....

The fact if the next day bears same problems or yields results otherwise, will only be revealed to those whose heart is filled with courage to wake up, all ready to get through another with battles much anticipated with great agony. We plan all we want, yet we face unexpected things. Everyone of us, wake up as a fighter ready to face the different war tactics in life. Yes, we are all born fighters! The only thing that makes anyone of us outstanding and unique is the attitude. We can choose to wake up with only the best plans to overcome all possible obstacles one might encounter in a daily life, or we can add a dash of smile with the additional plan of enjoying every small goodness that comes in our way!

Even without the smile, we can still lookout for a reason for that very thin, curved, line to be painted and spread across our face before darkness befalls upon us again, for, if we think too much, the days will just brush past us unnoticed...sadly, that is all the time wasted!

The Artist In Me

Hello friends!!! What you have witnessed above is the artist in me that only projects itself during boring lectures..To tell you the truth, I am very bad at drawing (my personal opinion although many people beg to differ). The pencils, pens and papers that reach my hands often end up scribbled with poems or random thoughts and notes rather than such lines(not words) that end up as a pattern or any form of drawings.

As I had told earlier, this is the result of a human being who has deviated from the usual routine of  ' getting up late n rushing for class'!!! Look how my mind has swirled its way around leaving very narrow space in between the maze of my thoughts. I do believe that our scribblings indicate the state of our minds and therefore, that is the state of the mind of an extremely bored student with numerous other thoughts besides the essentials study stuff!!!

Up Early...

Its been ages since i slept n gt up so early in the morning. I can't believe I slept by 1.15am and got up by 5.30am!!!! Yes, there wasn't an alarm involved!!!! I am so proud of myself although the reason i slept early was due to a splitting headache and a really horrible mood and depressing state of mind.
Somehow I am guessing that this is just one of those unusual moments, nothing that might turn into a habit.

I miss spending time with some very important people in my life. I am wondering when everything is going set a constructive environment for me. As much as I would say that I have gained alot in life, I would also say that I have lost alot. Sometimes, I feel I have lost some really important things and people all because of my adamant nature towards my choice of career and also my perseverance or maybe it is all just too early to be judged.

Can you imagine the state of mind of a person who got up early, yet seems so confused and depressed? I am just so afraid to think of how the rest of the day is about to pass by. I would still say that I am waiting in 'anticipation'!!!

Weeping Sense

In the dark we weep sometimes,

forgetting that He still hears us.

Let the silent nights whisper sense

into the right earlobe of ours.

Sometimes,sense vanishes in air,

letting life to blur away till only

mosaic of colours appear in vision,

the mosaic that seem so artful.

That art we will never understand,

for art is only for the artist to know,

let not that blind us or stop us,

from trying to get to the bottom.

1245

-22/02/2011-

In a SUPER boring lecture...

Monday blues will never change even if the world is about to end......imagine sitting in the classroom fr a 8am lecture which refuses to end even till 11am...

This is the result:

Knowledge-Ultimately

The forbidden apple tastes best,

for that is the reason its forbidden,

leading to realization of mankind,

dragging sins along with it,

yet, we named it knowledge.

Ignorance is bliss, little of knowledge

is dangerous thing, yet we try to learn,

just because we love the nature of danger.

Ironically, everything we thought is good,

is killing us so effectively, so slow,

so smooth, unnoticed, yet so deadly.

Curiosity kills.

1040

-21/02/2011-

So, as you can see what kind of mental stimulation a boring lecture can give to a student on a monday morning!!!!

Still New

So,its my second day blogging and it still feels weird. I had a pretty short day today since i only got up at 3pm....
The valuable lesson i learnt today: Spend the first pay in buying a house....no matter how small the house is, its important to have a place to call as your own.
Basically, I cannot wait to gt my own place. I have found some real kicking awesome stuff for the deco of a home yet to be bought.
Another thing is, I realized how similar people close to us can think...I realized that the few people who truly care for me seem to give it all to do anything to put me out of misery...

Life is a bliss when there are those who care, no matter far or near, they can make a difference... I LOVE THEM!!!

*hopefully tomorrow I will improve my blogging skills... 

Old Writer, New Blogger

Welcome to my blog..This is my first time blogging although i have been thinking of it for a very long time. I realised that as time passed by, some things that are commonly said are just so untrue.
Who told that life is short?Only those who spend their time thinking of life tend to realize that the length of life is measured not just by the friends they make, or the lessons learnt,or the knowledge obtained, or the wealth one possess. Yes, my dear friends, its far more than that. It is parts and parcel of a person's personal story only their subconscious minds can explain. Personally, I feel that life is too much for us to take it all in. The best we can do is absorb whatever we can, give whatever we afford and  retrospect in order to keep improving.

Just a simple thought!
THANK YOU!